Friday, 21 December 2012

Never A Doubt

Christmas time, " A time of cheer ".. HA. yah right. How about most stressful time of year. This will be my third Christmas with Billy ( James Dad ) and this year I went out all out for him, and already bought his birthday present... Most of my Christmas shopping is done, but the problem is, I never feel done done for those I love.

Have buying presents for each other become to mainstream ? Have we lost the togetherness of being together, during the holidays ? I think so, how could I not, I'm sitting here writing to the world debating on that 1 AM Walmart run ...  My house is not decorated, I dont have a tree and there is no snow in sight. Christmas excitement has left my life. Why ? Well, I'm not a kid I guess. I remember every Christmas morning waking up and going to my grandmas and having a massive family breakfast, but things dont always stay the same. Things progress, things change. Sometimes change is for the better. But sometimes, while looking back too see how far you've come you realize how much you miss the good ol days.
Next year when James is 2, will be the time to decorate and give him that feeling my mom use to give to me. My last relaxing Christmas, before the fun really starts with being a mom.

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