Emotions never stop. People i've once called my best friends i hardly speak to them, just strangers with memories. I think I like who I'm becoming, who ever that is.
I'm just down, I don't know why, or how to get out of it. Through out the day, I'll have sprints of joy but, it doesn't last long, eventually, my joyful sprint gets tired and a gloomy cloud takes over.
Today, the Connecticut shooting has really taken over my mood. Those 20 children have been robbed of a future. I can't imagine going through that, the idea of losing my James, brings tears to my eyes.
What brings someone to do such awful things ?
On a lighter note... I finished Christmas shopping today.
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