I've always been the type of person too rush, or know what I want and want them right now. I was so busy wanting to grow up, now I just wish too go backand enjoy being a kid. But the thing is, you can't go back. All I can do is go forward and make the most of what I got. I wish I was graduated, I wish James slept in his crib, I wish.... I wish ... I wish... So easy to make wishes but when I take a step back I need to prioritize and set myself up with some goals. School has been a struggle since going on these mood stabilizers, I don't notice any change with these things, maybe I'm even more mad because I don't see any results but heavier sleeping. All I do is sleep or want too, makes things hard too get things done but I do what I can. I still have goals and still attend class.
Yesterday, I posted a jolly jumper with stand on Craigslist and it got picked up fairly quickly and it was another teen mom and her mom and just talking to that family for a few minutes makes me feel a little bit better, being a teen mom or a parent in general is lonely. Such a icky feeling over comes, and this girl didn't have the baby daddy in the baby's life so I can just imagine what she is going thru. But, Like most things in life, it just gets better.
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