In the beginning of October when me and Billy broke up, I went into the doctors for help for postpartum or some type of depression. My doctor, put me on a lose dose of a mood stabilizer. I ran out of refills, and have no way to my doctors office anytime soon. I can honestly say, I'm feeling the my effects. I'm every where, mentally that is. Today, I've cried for over 6 hours and I don't have a answer to why, or what has brought this on. Humans need a good cry once in awhile, right ? I hate showing my emotions, and alot of the times i come off as rude, or cold. I feel overwhelmed, I'm trying so hard in school and it's frustrating because I don't feel smart enough.
Chelsea, you are by far one of the smartest, caring compassionate people. Never underestimate what you can and will achieve!!!
ReplyDeleteMake the effort to go to your doctors, ask someone to drive you. You give so much, not is the time to ask for help.