Tuesday, 8 January 2013

Alberta.

Living in Beautiful BC, i'm so thankful for this life i've been given. I have food in my fridge and a place to call my own. I hate BC. i've wanted out since i was younger and took a road trip to Manitoba. Road trips, or car rides make me feel free, maybe it's just my personality and not liking being in one place for to long.

My darling dad, received a job opportunity it Calgary. I've never been there, but something feels positive about it. My mom asked me to move with them ( of course ) and i wish I was able to give her the answer that is screaming inside me. I cant ask Billy too leave behind his family, i'd feel so selfish, when realistically moving is the better option.  Its the better option because living out there is all around cheaper, a different lifestyle but most of all... free day care. Oh yes, I said it.. FREE DAYCARE, my mom is willing to watch my beautiful son until I finish my BSN and Billy would be able to get his schooling done as well.

Moving seems smart, and the only thing hold me back is actually leaving and asking Billy if he is ready to take this journey with me and our family. We'd be able to not live like teenagers, but we would have more help.. whats wrong with some extra help from loved ones ? My grandparents basically raised me, heck, they did. We all raise each other, and help one another out.. like a family should.

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